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Arrogance Procrastination Fear Humility (reissue)

by Jason Luckett

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1.
...Children 03:17
wake me up from the soundest sleep with strength enough to stand and sing my heart is breaking to hear the truth and we are missing 6000 children and we know why yet they dare not say why some men think it's an even trade my heart is breaking to hear the truth and they are missing 6000 children an eye for an eye and an eye for that eye 'cause that man thought you just weren't right an eye for an eye and the blind fight the blind enraging youth caught in the fire my heart is breaking to hear the truth and we are missing too many children Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
2.
Daydream 03:31
carry me up to be received we're drinking coffee at 10am newspaper deaths thirty years, one day a folk singer says i ain't scared and tears fall as i daydream of martin luther king fulfilled (can you feel...?) carry me up to receive 'cos despair as fate is nonsense to me sun warms us through our windows but my friend and i must go outside with knowledge from these conversations we must act at least in song can you feel? you're not alone! can you feel? carry me up to believe that words of peace stir collective souls that we'll be moved by nonviolent hands that my passion's not nostalgic and tears rise as i daydream and i begin to smile can you feel? you're not alone! can you feel you're not alone! can you feel... can you feel... you're not alone! you're not alone! Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
3.
Sweat 03:36
she dances on a warm summer day brown curly hair falling down her light brown skin spinning swaying to and fro rock and soul moving her like the breeze whispering through the wide open windows of her hidden suburban bungalow i feel the moist dew of summer sweat the kind that comes out of every pore equally not that nervous stuff that comes out under your arms out on your forehead and if you're really unlucky... in the crack of your ass no, i'm talking about that moist even feeling the kind that lubricates your body make you feel like you'd like to rub up against another similarly lubricated being naked and warm and you'd like to merge celebration of the body of the physical of the thoughts that come behind these visceral reactions makes me want to testify drop all that male stiffness and confess to my stevie wonder jams yes, i dance alone stevie's kick and keyboard bass pumping subwoofers deep within me my arms circling in the air like ribbons descending from heaven my neck turns my hips rock loosely and my smile expands like a lung in this meditative breathing .......i open one eye catch myself in the mirror this body can behave quite freely! but it's ok i just drop my head back down and I dance Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
4.
Chosen Few 03:51
i wish we were old and had two kids closing up the house for a weekend in the mountains packed a few beers and the didgeridoo thing one, thing two like the tickle on their lips remember the weddings at 21? we don't talk to them much anymore, do we? cause we got california golden deals but they didn't feel right so we forced our options open. and you stood by the door in my t-shirt, jacket in your hand the chosen few slip through! the fright of trees held up by sticks cement lagoons, and late nights in the jacuzzi today we meet in a tougher place our dreams combat co-opted optimism drawing D for divorce over yearbook faces and an H in the margin where it seems to have worked and a blank is like our question mark though you saw Kyle and you said he was not like us and you stood by the door in my t-shirt, jacket in your hand damn, you looked good! i kiss you and you leave again my t-shirts always come back clean i wish we were old and had two kids but we're way too young, way too young, way too young... and you stood by the door in my t-shirt, jacket in your hand somehow we slipped through. the chosen few Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
5.
Lovesjoy 03:00
slept well last night dreaming of a change little room in the south of france sharing with a friend we go out at night guitar and bottle sing to passers by sometime we focus on a special girl who inspires this young man's eyes i love my life i'm free, man can't win if you don't try love and joy's mine she said her name was katarine, sao paulo, brazil she said meet me on the beach at eight i prepared my guitar and will the full moon filled the sky that night she sang a classic song "'sh boom, sh boom,'" she said, "i'm promised to another, but i really feel your songs" it was a cold splash of water i woke up with a smile still high from the jazz she said, i can't see you for a while i said "that's ok, i felt the sweet, sweet music at the culver city hotel "'sh boom, sh boom,'" i thought i'd found a new lover but i'm happy just as well! magic nights, unfamiliar sight harvest moon, my heart delights listening to music with you! Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
6.
i think of you in times like these and i wonder who is it for is it me or is it you am i lonely or just accustomed to your tears as years go by nothing's really changed you're there in everything i do caught up in the romance but i have to face the truth that you were just a superficial step across the line towards a path that's not for me but seriously you're like a long bath, when i only need a shower you're like a sweet love song that plays three times an hour you're like a warm bed when i want coffee to keep me up all night which is just to say nothing's really changed you're there in everything i do caught up in the romance but i have to face the truth that you were just a superficial step across the line towards a path that's not for me but seriously late november i think of planes to cold suburban towns in the summer i think of tropics and long hikes down to hidden coves where it's too dangerous to bring my guitar nothing's really changed you're there in everything i do caught up in the romance but i have to face the truth that you were just a superficial step across the line towards a path that's not for me but seriously yeah you would include me in everything you'd do tell me was that for me or was that for you so you wouldn't be alone i wanted to stay home and here i am nothing's really changed you're there in everything i do caught up in the romance but i have to face the truth i tell myself you were just a superficial step across the line and you're not for me not for me Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
7.
Long Enough 03:58
has it been long enough? (4x) has it been long enough for you to know i don't like it when you tell me i'm cute? has it been long enough for you to know that i might feel just like you? if i told all my friends that i was going to take you home to take advantage of you? and i told them i would fill you up with booze so you'd do exactly what i want you to do. has it been long enough for you to know that it creeps me when your eyes drink my legs? has it been long enough for you to know i'm not third person when i hear every word you've said? yes, my hair is mine! exotic? i'm from Irvine. i play guitar and i'm a singer, too. but i don't need to be famous. my energy's caffeinated but it's not to put on a show for you. has it been long enough for you to know that i'm a man, a boy, a person who likes sex? has it been long enough for you to know that the "act" is less important than all the rest? has it been long enough? i'm a man, a boy i'm a man and you're a woman don't see no madonna, don't see no whore. Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
8.
Na Na Na 04:40
i want that scent on my finger i want that taste on my tongue i want you to fall asleep and gently cut circulation to my arm i want to hold you through the night i want to sneak away at dawn grab my pen in morning light and write myself a song it's an appealing situation caught up in infatuation i've got nothing but sweet dreams for you and i hope someday that they'll be true i used to be so fearful i used to feel the need to portray myself as invulnerable but really i'm just sweet and i can think of nothing sweeter than to start my kisses on your arm and dance to sexy music past midnight friday morning then maybe you'll got to work at an office and I'll write songs all day and I'll call you up at noon with nothing much to say but that's ok 'cause I'll hear your voice and we'll make plans to meet over at the school the pre-show talk starts at 7:30 and I'll pack my bag with food then high on jazz and filled with the spirit of the One we'll go sit by a fountain and I'll sing you this song: it goes... na na na, na na na na na... oh but right now it's just me and me and me and i've got to say, unfortunately, you are just a dream so if you see a happy man singing all alone pause, think, and say "hello" and maybe he'll take you home maybe you'll inspire me and love will find a way to bring to this society magnificent peace today if we can only love each other all the world will see we're exactly who we're meant to be Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
9.
Bliss 03:38
i want to talk i want to communicate the way we did the night you looked at me and said it was over i took time i never could find before i broke the pattern of beg and push just before you pushed me away i gave love to you like a diminished man falls to the root like the sun burns through the clouds in the month of may like a reverend transcends intellect to bliss heart held you up i fell into rote action expectations, expectations strained, we met in between to give is divine receiving troubles me i'm guilty as sin i give too much thought to the graces in my gaze yes and i gave love to you like a diminished man falls to the root like the sun burns through the clouds in the month of may like a reverend transcends intellect to bliss i sweat as i sleep and it re-ignites your scent it's truly beyond my control discipline's never been my strength we manically suppressed it we'd kill, then confront then freely give to the wind what we dare not display i gave love to you now you know the truth my life would be incomplete if not for you Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
10.
Celebration 04:15
dreamt my punk rock heroes john doe and joe strummer were grooving to mingus, ellington, and coltrane got my mother and my father reunited with no trippin' my sister and my cousin shorn of love's confusion got my miscege nation in an african church john paul banging on the tambourine praising the sensual, slim short fat tall shout 'yeah!' for a witness to the god in us all it's a celebration! a soul down celebration! been walkin' 'round, my friend ponderin' on what's been said about what we think surrounds us and the words on my bed yeah, and i've been reading and i've been thinking way too much and i hope that you are seeing me as flesh and blood this afternoon you held me and i questioned a simple kiss in my mind we've been making love have you considered this...? a celebration! a soul down celebration! (sing!) na nanana na na na na na na na na na na! it's a celebration! what makes a man lucky? a few dollars in his pockets elegance? women? a time or newsweek cover? well the gift of desire to inspire men to love can make you feel so lucky when you've reached one! joe strummer fell well, y'know, you can't save 'em all! the pope's still banging on his tambourine and a stranger's eyes... a stranger's eye calls for celebration! Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
11.
what i want is simple and known everyday it gets stronger i don't want to be alone i want your face to greet me every morning a kiss from you is a holy touch you're my lover and my home and when you rise with sleep in your eyes i reach for you with my quietest smile our passion stills the time remember when i'd pause so long in vain all the words i wanted to say i've already sang you knew so long how to feed my restless soul your love would never satiate and this will never grow old the thoughts were shared before words were ever spoken lets kiss today and turn to face the future that we've dared what i want is simple and known everyday it gets stronger you're my lover and my home Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head
12.
waking to the sound of trucks as they drive up my street and she is quietly sleeping i turn my head, anxious as a boy on friday with just enough resolve to ask and i turn myself around my back cracks out a sound and she is softly stirring i turn myself around her stirring becomes loud and i believe she's waking and she makes everything seem possible she takes my dreams and pulls them out of my head and when i've opened every fiber to her love she asks me for more i rise to give her more in a life where repetition's way too common it's nice to think that this may be the last time i lay my head back on this pillow i may never confess in coffee shops again i turn myself around the sun is coming out like joni's chelsea morning and she turns herself around hums her waking sound and reaches for me gently and she makes everything seem possible she takes my dreams and pulls them out of my head and when i've opened every fiber to her love she asks me for more i rise to give her more coffee talk at 8 a.m. recounting dreams and making plans now i see, i understand that i am not alone she is not alone Jason Luckett © Lucky Masala Head

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Originally released: 7/8/2002

Description from 2009: "What can I say? I'm happier with this album than anything I've ever done. I had great friends over, Est Nyboer, to play drums, and Joselyn Wilkinson to sing a little with me. Then the rest I just did at my leisure. Well... that makes it sound easier than it was. The world was driving me insane. But doing this music, alone and with friends, I really felt the love that gives me faith in peace.

Oh yeah, and it's the grooviest and lovingly loudest disc yet."

Original Liner Notes:

Arrogance, procrastination, fear, humility... I slipped and said "humiliation" to my therapist the other day...anyway.... Someone asked if that was me? ...Ah, it'll be easy to make this new album. Maybe I can date two women at the same time? Well, at least one. I'll finish recording in the morning.... Oops. I lost all my drum tracks!

..."I always thought being young and beautiful, that I'd have men banging on my door forever," said the single actress pushing 40. Life gives you so many opportunities that sometimes you have to just stay in for fear of making the wrong decision. The high school Saturday nights watching TV translate into stacks of hand written phone numbers that seem to move from table to desk but never get dialed. Then that fiancée you had way too young calls you with news of her child....

Sometimes I feel like a student of life with an undeclared major. That doesn't mean I'm not idealistic (obviously) but it does mean that, though I know I'll change the world with this fantastic education, I haven't yet focused my parameters. And since I'm such a smart kid I won't even have to crack a book, the right path will just come to me. Damn, I'm blessed! ...Seriously, I do have a rare gig this time on the life cycle. So, yeah, it's about me again, working with kids when I'm not singing songs of my own. Kids I think I can help just because I've figured out that expressing your inner torments and joys tends to push you towards the joy side. Then I begin to doubt this all when I realize that these kids are struggling to take care of their own kids at an age when I was going to keg parties and writing essays in college that would get me D on the first draft then an A when I applied the "formula".... I'm encouraging these kids to take creative risks!? My faith in art is usually restored in the end, but it's a journey.

But about me? After September 11, after the week the US had left the UN 'Conference on Racism'... and after hearing the words good and evil thrown around as rallying cries in such a blanketed fashion, I prayed for a sense of humility to inspire worldwide introspection. A few months later I heard Ariel Sharon sound remarkably like George Bush in his quest to root out terrorism, while Bush tried to come up with a response. More eyes for more eyes....

"I rise to give her more...." When I love, I'm loved and more is expected me. It inspires me to give more. About me? About you? All of us? Yeah, I know some of you think you don't have an arrogant bone in your body. But remember that moment when you thought you knew it all, then freaked because you realized you didn't. Even if it was when you were 2 and thought it was perfectly groovy to whack yourself with a wooden spoon until you hit yourself so hard you cried....Humility.

Poem from Imani Tolliver:

RAIN IN COPPER AND VIOLET

sing a song
balance another tear on your tongue

when i close my eyes
i see you sitting among the lovers
in my imagination

between the vibrato of an ocean rolling
and the flutter of a hummingbird
find the timber of your stories

i wonder if you love your guitar
like neruda loves the artichoke, woolen socks
wonder if it is precious and separate
or sits on your shoulder
like an arm, a shoulder blade
connected
strings, muscles, wood and bone

in ev'ry song you sing
find water
a falling shoulder, a resolution

if i could mouth your dreams
i'd blow them into pennies
for wishes at chinese fountains
kneeling against the gate
gazing on them beneath the koi
the orange flicker
find your fingers unafraid
to trail across the water

they find the chords
that will tell this story too

if i could
i'd open my mouth wide as you
like a young tree in a rainstorm
telling us of the broken promise

arching your back
singing as if to tell jesus
you are grateful for your gift

poem © imani tolliver

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released October 21, 2022

©℗ 2002 lucky masala head

est nyboer played drums
joselyn wilkinson is the female voice, and plays percussion on ...chlidren
jason luckett responsible for all other sounds, songs, and design
mastered by ted blaisdell
painting of jason by lisa teasley
printed poem by imani tolliver

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Jason Luckett Los Angeles, California

Jason’s performed music and read his work worldwide from the LA Library to the Glastonbury Festival. Joyfully obliterating his own comfort level, he writes, sings, and plays to break down barriers between cultures and genders with compassionate honesty. His new album is Document:Freedom:Spring (Live). ... more

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